Saturday, April 29, 2006

April 29th

Ok, I really didn't wanted to bring this topic up, but it seems that I don't feel good about it if i don't blog about, It's been bugging me. Sigh, Well, Mumistilldomissyousomuch, Mothers Days is just around the corner, I'll still spend it with you,I Promise. Sigh, It can be seen from my previous post on the 22,23,24 and so on, I've been VERY PISSED with everything, Especially problems with friends, claiming most of them don't give a fuck about things that happen on me. Well, I still believe that.

"Sigh, I know you won't ask, cause you know i won't tell. What you wanna know its all written in the past few post of my blog, I DO FUCKING MISS HER SO DAMN MUCH. Tempers flaring everywhere i go, whether its in school or outside, even at home , with my fucking dad around, I'm so gonna fucking fight back if he were to lay his hands on me. FUCK. And its not that i don't wana say out my trouble, its just that for what put friends in a tough spot, when you know he,she, or whoever is enjoying life of their that moment? When I see friends enojoying, its not about my problems anymore, I can't be like always saying this and that and spoil their day, or allowing them to waste their time talking to me.In life is not always about yourself, sometimes its about them, and not you. Even if i do tell a friend about it, i bet all of ya, they're gonna forget it when they're enjoying life or theirs, when you're riding high and everything seems to goes fine in your life, all your friends wants a piece of your joy, but when you're in deep shit or having problems, THEY DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT U. even if they do, they'll forget it sooner or later. FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! Im out man! fucking dont want to stay at home now to see my fucking dads face. How nice it would be to see my mum now. sigh! FUCK! IM OUT!"

"Sometimes, They Don't Give A Fuck About You
All those shit i said yesterday, i still mean it, the shit about me fighting back if my dads gonna fucking lay his hands on me. fuck. And friends, ahahs, Its true when i say in the previous post, sometimes they just dont give a fuck about you, whoever reads my blog, if u disagree, think again, have you ever at one time, just think for yourself, put yourself in first priority and not your friends? have right? Friends, are they ALWAYS there for you? Do they put the friendship as their first priority? or do they put themselves as the first priority, most of them will put themselves, so FUCK IT! I mean every single shit i said in the previous post, fuck! Onlymumknowsmebest. I have a temper that is uncontrollable, probably like someone say, i should indeed go for some anger management course. IMISSYOU! =(("

Tell me I ain't right with what i say? U told me to tell you things , when i told u through the blog, U didn't do anything bout it. Bla! Im complaining again! FUCK IM OUT!

TONIGHT IS CHELSEA VS MAN UTD!

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